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Thursday 28 February 2013

Short story: Seeking the truth



Seeking the truth
Joseph Leon got into his bright red BMW convertible in the heart of Surrey. Monday Morning’s cloudless blue sky was smiling to itself shyly in the smoothly shimmering lake and the silk green lawns rippled occasionally in a cool gentle breeze.  

Joseph Leon was a fantastically successful television presenter for the English National Lottery, as well as being one of England’s top accountants. You could always rely on his wide toothed smile to make a triumphant return to your television screens every Tuesday night. This charmingly loquacious man was indeed, credited for changing the lives of thousands, forever.

Behind the television screens, the Armani suits and the make-up …You could say he was as alone as a forgotten Christmas sweater sewn by your grandmother. He often stared down into his breakfast bowl and wondered whether it would be possible to marry a cornflake as his second wife. His first wife had died tragically due to a brain tumour, and nothing had been the same for Joseph since.

A cobweb hung across the corner of his rear view mirror, slowly swaying in the wind. The light shone like rich butter giving everything it touched a slight golden sheen. Normally, he would listen to old eighties pop songs. But today the car was silent; the only sound that seemed audible was his heartbeat, which was rapidly quickening the closer he got to the television studio. His face was blank and emotionless. His green hazel eyes which normally glittered like those of a cobra ready to strike, had lost their twinkle.

As he parked, he took several deep breaths and then he cautiously stepped out of his car.  A slow chilling air followed him. He greeted the security guards with a tremendous smile...A bit too tremendous but never the less, it worked. They were totally under the impression that today was going to be another ordinary day…and so they thought.

Hastily, Joseph walked to the studio. After meticulous planning and days of telling himself that his plan was in fact conceivable, he was ready. He plunged himself over to the metal machine, which would pick up numbered balls at random. He then started to paint the tops of some of the numbered balls silver. He was in his own little word, endeavouring to paint the balls as fast and as neatly as possible. His long gloved fingers were clenched so hard, they were cramping and his tanned forehead was creased and alive with sweat. His lips, pursed together so hard that his teeth felt wobbly. Joseph was only painting the balls which had the same numbers as the ones shown on his lottery ticket, which he had bought yesterday. The machine would of course, favour the balls with the metallic, silver paint. And so, tomorrow he would be crowned England’s next lottery winner…He was done with being altruistic. It was his turn, he thought to himself malevolently.

As he walked back to his car, he felt somewhat lighter. He sunk into his black leather chair, winked at himself in the rear view mirror and then drove off to HSBC. Accountancy, what a joke he thought to himself.        

Joseph’s fingers ached with slow prolonged beats of misery. He was most certainly ready to throw away his calculator. But at least he was tranquil; his eyes were back to their inviting warm hazel and he was wearing cologne. He looked like a proud television presenter.

Joseph arrived at exactly seven pm to film the live draw of the lottery; but only to find the building surrounded internally and externally with commotion. A wash of perplexity danced over his face like fireflies on a hot summer’s night. Suddenly, he realised something had gone drastically wrong. He felt hazy...too many questions wafted through his mind. On impulse, he returned back to his home.

Joseph stomped in to his living room; every step he took on his shiny mahogany floor was like a sharp gunshot. He turned his television on to the news, eyes effulgent. His whole body clenched up and was ablaze with dark fire…Every single cell in his body was whispering “lottery”. He clenched his fists so hard that his nails dug into his palms and a trickle of blood dropped to the floor. His lips trembled as the realisation hit him… Hard. Fury raced through his body, heating him to his very core and igniting a flame so hot within his heart, he almost screamed in agony. Hot tears trickled down his face in a rage so strong it clouded his common sense. A cruel practical joke that was all, he said to himself. Joseph heard a scream. And it did not stop. It went on and on. Then he realised. It was his own. With a large thud, he collapsed onto the floor in a thunderstorm of emotion. The lights of the TV still flickered and the sound of a shocked England filled the room. Joseph was going to be arrested for fraud. He had been videotaped, injudiciously painting the silver balls and it had been leaked to the English press…Luckily for Joseph; he had already floated away to where his wife was waiting for him.

Velvet brushed against his bare feet as he treaded lightly on moss covered ground. Sweet untainted air filled his lungs with neither the feeling of heavy fumes or icy bitterness, engulfing his body with sweet gentle kisses. Great, brown pillars loomed above him, reaching out to grasp the beautiful green gems, only succeeding in brushing them with the very tips of their fingers. Cracks of light seeped through the trees in a sparkly silver stream from the heavens, forbidding humanity more than the pleasure of sight. He saw her in the corner of his eye. She carried herself gracefully towards him like a queen, high and regal. And nobody would ever know why Joseph Leon, the epitome of Mr Perfection and England’s favourite television presenter, felt the need to ruin his ‘blissful’ life.

Saturday 23 February 2013

Behind this face: Cara Delley!



My new post on Cara Delevigne is out! I have got to admit that Cara has been an unusual model for Behind this Face to write about just because her special attribute wasn't anything she has done or accomplished but instead, her personality! She has said to be a very quirky, fun and humorous model making people easily warm to her and wanting to be just like her. Cara in my opinion, is one of the world's best models....not only is she fun loving but she is beautiful as well. She has an enormously successful career ahead of her and I truly wish her the best. Read my article here on more on Cara Delley!

Friday 22 February 2013

I am back! *UPDATE*



Hello everyone! So after my one week break from blogging, I am back...JUST TO SAY: it was so hard ohmygosh to stay away from blogging. Every time I was about to make a new post, I resisted and had to do pooey homework and revision. Unfortunately, that's still not over. But I decided to curb a bit of my misery and blog today! Wheyy:) Treating myself...c'est la vie!

Okay so this week I have been non-stop interning from 9am to 3:30pm. And okay, so I know people read this blog and I should only post what I love....and typically I do not post anything negative. But I mean this was my first internship and you know...I am not big on lying. Basically work experience was NOWHERE near as fun as I thought it would be. I interned for 7 hours and I was working for about 4 hours...so it was rather boring to say the least. I was given work the first day but the rest of the day I was writing articles which was fun, but I STRONGLY wouldn't recommend an internship with one8one magazine if you do not LOVE writing.

Apart from that, I have been dying in homework  and revision to my eyeballs...which I still have to do!Tomorrow I have a photo shoot to attend for one8one of which I will be modelling, but I don't want to....I want to stay at home and do nothing because I am a lazy stressed-out-to-the-max slob!

Have also written a few bits and bobs for Behind this face and have three upcoming articles for one8one. Also, have a few exciting projects lined up and also a few short stories that I will be posting soon. My birthday is also a few weeks away so I actually am SOOOOO exciting to be blogging again because I have so much to post about :)

Hope you have all had a lovely half term and are all pumped to get back to school, I know I am - if anything work experience has taught me to actually enjoy & appreciate school *no joke*.

Lots of hugs,
Hannah
xxx

Thursday 14 February 2013

Love is on Sheikh Zayed road & ANNOUNCEMENT





So of course I would firstly just like to wish you all a fab V day filled with lots of love and fun whoever you are spending your day with, for me it will be just a few girlies and sleepeover! And of course valentines day would not be the same without all the lovely anonymous cards, roses and yummies. CONFESSION: I did send one to a cutie guy this year, ha!

Moving on to my next point, sadly I will be taking a bit of a break from blogging because I have too much on right now including my internship and homework and revision and behind this face and more....oh my goodness  so as you can tell am very stressed and I do not think blogging right now will benefit anyone. I do not know when I will start religiously blogging again but when I do I can guarantee much much much top notch posts. 

With that I give you all my love,
Hannah fab banana

Sunday 10 February 2013

Behind this face article: Cameron Russell



Woahh feels like forever since I have done a Behind this face article! Today, I did mine on Cameron Russell whom I thought was an interesting model with a relatable background. She is a very down to earth and humble character yet still somehow exuding glamorous and designer air. She so freely discusses the downfalls and set backs to modelling sharing her own negative experiences and offering genuine valuable advice.

Do check out the article if you have time!

xoxo
Hannah

Wednesday 6 February 2013

slowly dying...*WARNING* THIS IS A RAMBLE

Ahhh so I have been pretty busy this week :(  So sad as have lots of tests coming up sooon...but life goes on. Have been feeling a bit down and stressed this month but have had such an amazing last couple of days and have been so weirdly happy for no apparent reason ha! Nah that's actually a fib, got myself an internship with one8one which am pretty happy about and will *fingers crossed* start in a few weeks. Am also planning on horse riding with the sis, *her birthday present from moi*. mmm...what else. OH! I have some pretty exciting things lined up soon! Ahhh :) Will promise some more posts soon but will have to take a bit of a break as exams and coursework is overflowing but am trying hard to minimise amount of homework so will be free in the half term to do as I please. YUMMY.

Have also made a new tumblr, people seriously underestimate the significance of having a tumblr. Follow me! My url is english twit. A bit random but I though it described me perfectamondo maybe I should change to hafenglishtwit....or is that too long?
Nah....bonkerados and kisses for you all...
Happy weekend and will do a post for valentines day soon..and no, nobody is allowed to say forever alone because you will not be forever alone I guarantee youuu..